It's sometimes funny what life hands you. Even more funny is the chances we take and the choices we make about how to live our lives. Why is it so hard to let go sometimes? and even more so, why is it so hard to not want revenge on the very person who drives you crazy the most! Maybe its because we love them. And getting revenge is an empty feeling. We always want to blame the wrong person, however, getting revenge on them (the wrong person) tends to make you feel better (at least for a little while). Then once you do get your revenge and you hurt them the best you could you find yourself looking for a way to make it better. I always try to help the person who doesn't deserve my help at all, but at the end of the day, when I do it, it makes me feel like i did something right! I know this didnt make much sense to anyone but it sure made a lot of sense to me! Thanks for reading any how!